I took a long shower, cleared my mind, cleansed my stomach, and cleaned my room. Even though it’s only been a week, college is crazy. Every night something is going on, everyday you have to choose between responsibilities and pleasure, and every second you feel slipping away is forever in the past. No room for regrets. I don’t want regrets. I just want to know that I’m doing what I came here to do. The problem is that after you’re done with all that, you have so much free time to waste. I need to get clean. I need a redirect. I need to have some privacy (which is something that I took way too for granted.) I just want to be still for a second because my world is spinning.